Saturday, August 11, 2018

I Am the Bread of Life


Sermon for August 5, 2018


Proper 13 B RCL – Track 1


The next day, when the people who remained after the feeding of the five thousand saw that neither Jesus nor his disciples were there, they themselves got into the boats and went to Capernaum looking for Jesus.
When they found him on the other side of the sea, they said to him, “Rabbi, when did you come here?” Jesus answered them, “Very truly, I tell you, you are looking for me, not because you saw signs, but because you ate your fill of the loaves. Do not work for the food that perishes, but for the food that endures for eternal life, which the Son of Man will give you. For it is on him that God the Father has set his seal.” Then they said to him, “What must we do to perform the works of God?” Jesus answered them, “This is the work of God, that you believe in him whom he has sent.” So they said to him, “What sign are you going to give us then, so that we may see it and believe you? What work are you performing? Our ancestors ate the manna in the wilderness; as it is written, ‘He gave them bread from heaven to eat.’” Then Jesus said to them, “Very truly, I tell you, it was not Moses who gave you the bread from heaven, but it is my Father who gives you the true bread from heaven. For the bread of God is that which comes down from heaven and gives life to the world.” They said to him, “Sir, give us this bread always.”
Jesus said to them, “I am the bread of life. Whoever comes to me will never be hungry, and whoever believes in me will never be thirsty.”

Welcome to the second of five weeks of the Gospel of John and bread!  Last week we had the miracle of the five barley loves and two fish feeding the multitude.  After which Jesus – fearing that the crowd would seize him to make him king escaped to the mountain top and then went to the other side of the lake.  And now the people have themselves gathered an armada of boats – how else would you get five thousand men and an uncounted number of women and children to the other side of the lake. They came to find Jesus.  They came to find this prophet who could feed them. 

And what do they get? They get a scolding that they really came to Jesus for another free meal.  Another miracle to fill their bellies.  And Jesus may well have been right.  Some – perhaps most of the crowd – wanted more food.  Jesus then goes on to start the interpretation of the miracle.  That is the good thing – or sometimes the frustrating thing about the Gospel of John.  In John’s Gospel we hear Jesus interpreting his signs and miracles just in case their point may be lost for us.

Jesus tells the crowd an astonishing thing.  That they are to look for the eternal bread of life.  Not barley loaves and fish but bread that will last eternally and will never spoil.  Bread that comes from God not from the baker’s oven.  Intriguing.  The crowd is hooked.  They want to know what works they have to perform for God to give them this bread.  They assume that they must earn this bread through good works.

How many times does that same idea pop into our own brains?  That we have to do good works to earn favor with God.  We treat God like some ultimate Santa Claus who is keeping a ledger and marking down the good things we do in one column and the bad things in the other.  And in the end God will check the naughty and nice list to see if we are worthy.  But that is not how God operates.  While we are asked to be God’s hands, heart and feet on this earth to bring about God’s kingdom we don’t earn entry in the kingdom through works. 

The bread of life is a gift.  A gift that comes down from the God.  Just like the mana in the wilderness came not from Moses but came from God.  If we were reading the other set of appointed readings for this week we would have read the story from Exodus of God’s gift of manna instead of the story of David’s sinful behavior. The Manna was a gift that was not even asked for.  The gift of manna came when the people were complaining that Moses had rescued them from Egypt only to have them starve to death in the dessert and then God responded. A gift of heavenly food that was not earned and was not even asked for.

The people – in response to Jesus claim that he can provide this bread of life want a sign – a miracle  -  like the miracle of the Manna in the wilderness to prove that Jesus is not an imposter.  Incredible!  The people just witnessed Jesus turning five barley loaves and two fish into food for the crowd along with 12 baskets of leftovers.  But they want more.  They want another sign.  Can Jesus ever do enough to convince these people that they don’t need signs and miracles? 

How much does God have to do so that we believe?  When I started down the road to discern my call to Holy Orders my spiritual director at the time asked me what sign I needed from God.  This caught me off-guard as I had never thought that I needed to wait for a sign or miracle from God to discern what God is calling me to do.  So I asked what she meant.  And she really did mean it like the people is this story.  Did I need some extra thing from God to go forward into this ministry that I now perform.  My answer was I did not need a particular sign or miracle but just to find a place to put down my foot as I traveled on the journey.  I can tell you that God did more than that.  The Holy Spirit used all her power of persuasion when I would falter on the path.  But that was all a free gift from God and not something that I requested or required.  When I had doubts about continuing on the path God’s wonderful Spirit found ways to push me forward – of course sometimes it took a few years for me to recognize and get her point but I did ultimately find a place to put my foot down on the path over and over again.

What signs and miracles are we looking for on this corner of 15th and J streets?  Are we looking for a sudden influx of people from this gentrifying neighborhood?  Are we looking for the next big bequest that will allow us to build on this corner?  Or are the signs and miracles all around us?  The ministry that this place provides the hungry around us during the week are amazing.  We have people here who feed the body and souls of the lost and the least in our society.  I see people walk into this place hurting and broken only asking for a morsel of food.  Just like the crowds only wanting to have a physical hunger filled.  I witness amazing acceptance of people and a feeding in both Body and Spirit.  Perhaps this is the sign that God is sending?  That our place here is to spread God’s love.  To feed the hungry and to find food ourselves.

Perhaps the expansion of the convention center and the disruptive construction that will be happening around us is a sign.  The disruption will cause us to do things differently. The mess of building demolition and construction will be impossible to miss.  Maybe this is the time to form a “friends of St. Paul’s” group, as was recommended by the Partners for Sacred Spaces program, to explore if this is the time to build here too.  Is this the time to add a sound system and professional lighting to attract more arts groups?  Is it time to explore partnering with a developer to build a small tower behind the church for a mixed use of housing and a parish hall and office space? 

At the end of our Gospel reading today we have the first of Jesus “I AM” statements in the Gospel of John.  After all the back and forth Jesus astonishes the crown and says , “I Am  the bread of life. Whoever comes to me will never be hungry, and whoever believes in me will never be thirsty.”

The importance of this will be amplified in the next couple of weeks.  This is an astonishing thing for the people because they know their Hebrew Scriptures.  They know that when Moses asked God who he should tell Pharaoh was sending him God told him to tell Pharaoh the I AM was sending him.  I AM, the God of all the people.  Jesus is revealing to the people that he is more than just a prophet.  He is telling them that he is from and is I AM. 

This is the thrust of much of the Gospel of John.  John’s Gospel is very forthright about who Jesus is.  Jesus is not another prophet.  Jesus is not just a great teacher but Jesus is from and is God.  As we shall hear in the next few weeks this does not set well with the people.  It is blasphemous to claim to be God.  Luckily for you all I will let the preachers in the next few weeks struggle with that along with you all… I will get to struggle with it with the good people of St. Matthew’s.

For now, let us look at ourselves.  How is this gospel reading feeding us?  Jesus is offering more than food for our journey.  Without our asking for it.  Without our earning it Jesus is offering us eternal life.  He is offering to be with us on this journey.  The I AM is promising an astonishing thing.  And what will be our response?  Are we asking for signs and miracles to prove that God is with us?  Do we need a miracle to see the promise that God’s economy is different than man’s economy? 

I tell you that the signs and miracles happen all around us on this corner.  I see it in the eyes of those who stumble into this place on Wednesday to discover that they are being fed the bread of life as well as having their stomachs filled.  I see it in the eyes of the people who get fed a marvelous meal that they have not earned.  A meal freely given.  I have witnessed healing in people as they discover that they do not need to hide in the narthex and wait for a sack lunch but are offered a place at the great banquet table as we celebrate eucharist.  I see it in people who come again and again for the bread of eternal life – the sacrament of communion.

   I give thanks that we are able to offer God’s gift to all  of God’s beloved children.  A gift that is not asked for.  A gift that is unearned.  A gift that is freely given in the dream that we will find a way to turn our economy right side up.  That we will find ways to partner with God in welcoming all of God’s children – even the children who we disagree with – all of God’s beloved children to the table.  To offer them the bread of life – to offer them the grace that God so abundantly offers all of us.

Amen.

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