Saturday, August 11, 2018

How is God Feeding You?


Sermon for July 29, 2018

 Proper 12B – RLC – Track 1



Jesus went to the other side of the Sea of Galilee, also called the Sea of Tiberias. A large crowd kept following him, because they saw the signs that he was doing for the sick. Jesus went up the mountain and sat down there with his disciples. Now the Passover, the festival of the Jews, was near. When he looked up and saw a large crowd coming toward him, Jesus said to Philip, “Where are we to buy bread for these people to eat?” He said this to test him, for he himself knew what he was going to do. Philip answered him, “Six months’ wages would not buy enough bread for each of them to get a little.” One of his disciples, Andrew, Simon Peter’s brother, said to him, “There is a boy here who has five barley loaves and two fish. But what are they among so many people?” Jesus said, “Make the people sit down.” Now there was a great deal of grass in the place; so they sat down, about five thousand in all. Then Jesus took the loaves, and when he had given thanks, he distributed them to those who were seated; so also the fish, as much as they wanted. When they were satisfied, he told his disciples, “Gather up the fragments left over, so that nothing may be lost.” So they gathered them up, and from the fragments of the five barley loaves, left by those who had eaten, they filled twelve baskets. When the people saw the sign that he had done, they began to say, “This is indeed the prophet who is to come into the world.”
When Jesus realized that they were about to come and take him by force to make him king, he withdrew again to the mountain by himself.
When evening came, his disciples went down to the sea, got into a boat, and started across the sea to Capernaum. It was now dark, and Jesus had not yet come to them. The sea became rough because a strong wind was blowing. When they had rowed about three or four miles, they saw Jesus walking on the sea and coming near the boat, and they were terrified. But he said to them, “It is I; do not be afraid.” Then they wanted to take him into the boat, and immediately the boat reached the land toward which they were going.

Today we start a five-week exploration of the sixth chapter of John.  We have five weeks to talk about bread!  Five weeks of bread!  What are the people to do when they are confronted with five weeks of sermons on bread?  What is the poor preacher to do to come up with five sermons on bread? We have two choices – We can relish in the stories on bread – the feeding of the five thousand and the discourses on Jesus as the bread of life – or – we can avoid them and dread another five weeks of bread sermons.

The Gospel of John is a favorite book of the bible for me.  Probably because John’s Christology is so high – what I mean by that is in the Book of John there is no doubt that Jesus is the messiah.  There is no doubt that Jesus is of and is God.  You just have to look at the way John starts the Gospel.  There is no birth narrative like in Luke.  There is no genealogy tracing Jesus lineage to the great King David, who we read today was not always so great, as we have in Matthew.  Mark just dives in with a quote from Isaiah and Jesus being Baptized.  But in John we have the genealogy tracing Jesus back to the beginning of creation – to the very spirit hovering over the waters at creation.  In the beginning was the Word and the word was God and Jesus is the Word.

The Gospel of John tries to make sure that we have no doubt about who Jesus is.  When Jesus performs a sign or miracle in the Gospel of John we will hear Jesus telling the disciples about that sign or miracle.  Telling us what it means so that we don’t misinterpret the Godliness of the action. 

Today lays the foundation for the rest of the chapter – for the rest of this month of bread stories.  Today we have the sign.  The feeding of the 5000 in a lovely grassy area.  Jesus the Good Shepherd feeding his flock in a good pasture. 

Several years ago, when I went on pilgrimage to the Holy Land, one of the places we visited was a sight that tradition says is where this miracle happened.  A wide grassy slope leading down to the waters at the Sea of Galilee.  It may or may not really be the place.  Hard to know for sure.  But tradition going back to around the year 400 or earlier say it’s the spot.  And for at least 1500 years pilgrims have gathered at that spot to remember the miracle.  They have gathered to pray and to offer Eucharist. 

It is a Holy site.  It is a thin place where I felt my breath being caught in my chest as I felt the presence of God in that place.  It is a place that fed me spiritually in ways that I did not expect.  Something that happened many times on that trip.  Places where the power of prayer for centuries have left a residual that can be caught.  Places where God is still feeding us.

Before we get into the symbolism of the feeding of the 5000 today is a time to revel in the feeding itself.  To revel in God taking compassion on God’s beloved children and filling their bellies with fish and bread. 

Our Presiding Bishop – Michael Curry recorded a short YouTube video on how a preacher might approach this series of bread stories.[1]  In it he said that “How is it that God is trying to feed the world, not on fast food, but on gourmet [food] that gives life?"  In it he talked about communities – like the one that is just outside our doors – that are food deserts – places that lack reasonably priced nutritious food.  Places where fast food and junk food are easier to come by than an apple!

We can also live in a God-food dessert.  It is so easy these days to get distracted by stories of natural disasters - fires and floods.  Stories of killings, and wars.  And lest I leave out a biggie we can be distracted by the latest political hyperbole that we get from both ends of our political spectrum. 

It is so easy to not see God.  It is too easy for us to not hear God trying to break into our lives with all the distractions.  It is hard.  In our Gospel story we have an example of the disciples seeing the hardness instead of the grace.  When Jesus asks them how they are to feed the 5000 they respond that even with six months of wages there would only be enough food for each person to get a small morsel.  They are overwhelmed by the enormity of the task at hand.  When Jesus asks how much food was present it turns out that a small boy has five barley loaves – good strong hardy peasant bread and two fish.  It seems that only a small boy has been smart enough to grab some food for the journey.  An impossibly small amount of food.

Jesus then uses that impossibly small amount of food to provide for all the people – with leftovers! 

When we see the problems of the world – the lack of food in our neighborhoods.  The lack of housing for those who are on the streets.  We all too often see the hardness of the problem.  We see the overwhelming-ness of the problem. 

On Wednesdays – after the noon Eucharist we feed all who walk into St. Paul’s – and this past Wednesday it was 24 for the service and over 30 for the meal.  A meal that is served to our guests.  A continuation of that great meal of bread and wine that we have in the Eucharist.  The instigator of that meal is now in her late 90’s.  Many weeks she personally cooks enough food to feel everyone who comes to eat.

Recently this parishioner, who sits quietly to the side while people eat, told me that when she feed the people she frequently thinks of feeding Jesus.  She sits there and watches the hungry, many of whom are homeless, being fed and what does she see?  She sees Jesus sitting in the room.  And on those days where the helpers look out and see too many people for the amount of food than has been prepared we still end up with enough for everyone to get a meal.

And Jesus is fed. 

The same thing happens here in this place.  I see it all the time.  I hear about it all the time.  With River City Food bank there is nutritious food provided to a community that is hungry.  I see people being fed spiritually.  The miracle of the five barley loaves and two fishes keeps happening over and over again – if we but open our eyes to see it.  If we but open our hearts to God trying to feed all of his beloved creation.

In his YouTube video Michael Curry asked how is God trying to feed us?  I know one way is by letting me serve God’s people.  By letting me see Jesus in a room where other people may only see the homeless and the hungry.  I am fed when I walk the dog and end up seeing a pair of juvenile Coopers Hawks calling to each other as I walk down H street.

This week I invite you to try and find a little time to ponder the question that Michael Curry asked.  How is God trying to feed you?  Can you find a way to open your whole being to God’s desire to feed you?  Break away from whatever impairs your ability to see God at work in you.  Even if for a minute.  If even for a second.  Because even in the blink of an eye God will offer you a spiritual banquette that is abundant.  Let us spend this week reveling in God’s feeding of his people.  Next week we will start to hear Jesus explaining the meaning of the miracle.  This week let us just revel in the food.

Amen.



Compassion for the Crowd


Sermon for July 22, 2018

Proper 11B – RCL – Track 1



The apostles gathered around Jesus, and told him all that they had done and taught. He said to them, “Come away to a deserted place all by yourselves and rest a while.” For many were coming and going, and they had no leisure even to eat. And they went away in the boat to a deserted place by themselves. Now many saw them going and recognized them, and they hurried there on foot from all the towns and arrived ahead of them. As he went ashore, he saw a great crowd; and he had compassion for them, because they were like sheep without a shepherd; and he began to teach them many things.
When they had crossed over, they came to land at Gennesaret and moored the boat. When they got out of the boat, people at once recognized him, and rushed about that whole region and began to bring the sick on mats to wherever they heard he was. And wherever he went, into villages or cities or farms, they laid the sick in the marketplaces, and begged him that they might touch even the fringe of his cloak; and all who touched it were healed.

The Gospel reading appointed for today has a gap – we skipped versus 35-52.  And when the appointed lessons leave out big chunks of text I go look to see what is missing.  In this case we are missing Mark’s version of the story of the feeding of the 5000.  Likely because we get John’s version of that story next week.  But it is important to realize that after Jesus taught the crowd many things he realized that they were hungry – not just for knowledge about the kingdom of God but physically hungry.  And he had Compassion on the crowd.

Compassion for the crowd.  That is what stood out to me this week.  The disciples have just come back from being sent out in pairs to heal and cast out demons.  So Jesus sets off with them to a deserted place to rest awhile.  Jesus is taking the disciples to a sabbath space where they can find God in the emptiness.  To find God with a lack of distractions.  A perfect Summer message.  Go find the deserted place and recharge!  Right?  We all need to hear the message of sabbath time – time away from distractions.  We see Jesus model that in the Gospels where he often goes off to the mountain top or to the dessert after an intense session of teaching, healing, and proclaiming the kingdom of God.

But in this story it was not to be.  The word of Jesus’ teaching and healing has spread through the countryside so everywhere he goes the crowds go before him and beg for more.  They are hungry for the Good News of the reign of God.  They are hungry for God’s dream of a loving kingdom where people are cared for, loved, and healed of their sicknesses. People are hungry have their demons cast out.  The people are without a shepherd.  They desire for the one who will lovingly call their name and who will care for them.

Instead of getting mad that his planned sabbath time is interrupted by the needy crowd Jesus has compassion on them.  He teaches about the kingdom of God, how it is here and yet not here at the same time.  He heals the sick and casts out their demons.  In Jesus actions he models for the crowds, the disciples and us what it means to bring God’s dream to fruition. 

It is the same today.  So many people are hungry for the Love that is God’s dream for all his beloved children.  And we need to have compassion as Jesus did for those seeking healing and love.  And we find the hungry people not just in our churches.

Increasingly we find that hunger in our deserted places – places that seem to be busy with life and activity can also be deserted places.  Amid the hustle and bustle of downtown Sacramento I witness people who are in need.  People who have been deserted by society.   People who are hungry for the good news.  People who are physically hungry.

Last Wednesday at the noon eucharist at St. Paul’s we had 15 people in attendance.  Three or four of them knew the service and responded with the peoples parts.  But all of them are hungry for the good news.  All of them want the foretaste of the heavenly banquet.  All of them came up for communion and prayers for healing. 

The fifteen people in attendance is just the tip of the iceberg!  We know that here at St. Matthew’s where the need for the food bank and the clothes closet has far exceeded what was predicted.  Eileen Thomas recently sent out an email that stated that when River City Food Bank opened on our campus that they expected to be providing food, toiletries and diapers to about 1,500 people per month.  They have far exceeded that number!  In the month of June alone they served over 4,000 people. 

4,000 people who live in a food dessert are being fed because of the compassion that River City Food Bank shows to the people.  4,000 people given the opportunity for clothing because this church is running a low-key clothes closet.  All this happening on the campus of a congregation that looks to be more about the size of the 12 disciples than a mega church.  Compassion coming from a piece of property that many see as a deserted place.  A feeding that is almost as big as Jesus’ feeding of the 5000!

Jesus teaches us to have compassion on our fellow travelers on this earth.  To provide healing to the sick and to help cast out the demons that still drag people down.  Modern demons that include discrimination against people who do not look like some in our society believe Americans’ should look like.  Demons of alcohol and drugs.  Demons of violence against people of color, LGBTQ and immigrants.  So many demons to cast out.

Yes our church is small – very small – but it has an oversized impact on our community.  We have an oversized impact because we follow the dream of God and act with compassion towards God’s beloved children.  I pray that we may we find ways to spread compassion in the deserted places in our communities.  May we find our own deserted places where we can recharge and hear the Holy Spirit moving in our lives this summer.
Amen.